The sentence that stood out to me as being an extremely well
written sentence was: “The forest outside the perimeter of the schoolyard was
insane with insect voices and the dark seemed darker than any place I had been
before.” I picked this sentence because when I read it I felt like I was
actually in that schoolhouse with Conroy. I could actually hear the insect
noises as well as see the darkness surrounding the schoolhouse. I think Conroy
did a good job describing certain situations throughout his book in ways that
make his readers feel as if they are there with Conroy at that given
moment.
In
the first chapter I was amazed at how honest Conroy was in telling his story.
He spoke about his younger years when he would ride around in his ’57 Chevy and
throw rotten watermelons at the black people in his community. I know that we
as a nation have come a long way since the 50’s and 60’s but when I hear
stories like this I honestly can’t fathom why anyone would do this to others
just for enjoyment. Even though I don’t think that Conroy ever mentioned
regretting the ways he behaved in his earlier years, I feel as though showed
remorse in many ways. A couple examples being, trying to teach black history to
his high school students at a time when “teaching a black history course was as
common as a course in necrophilia”, as well as choosing to teach the black
students on Yamacraw Island.
I
found chapter two to be very interesting. Honestly, I was not that shocked at
how little the students knew, but at the way Mrs. Brown felt about her
students. I expected the students to know little to nothing due to the fact
that this was the whole purpose of the book- to read about how Conroy made an
impact of the lives of students on Yamacraw Island. What I didn’t expect was
the way Mrs. Brown spoke about her students. She described them as being “slow,
lazy, retarded, and people who just can’t get ahead in life.” She also went on
to say that the students need to be whipped, and that the “retarded people need
to be pushed and whipped harder than anyone.” I felt as though Mrs. Brown didn’t
have any hope for her students, and gave up on them just like everyone else
already did. Unfortunately, I don’t think Mrs. Brown realizes the negative
impact she is leaving on these students, and I believe her to be innocently
ignorant to the issues around her.
I think Conroy is trying to be very honest with us. It's not easy to read because it's so hard to believe people did things like this, as teachers, we must be aware of the history of our region. It's not easy to take, and other things are going to happen in the book that will be worse, but there's a lot to learn from what happens from this non-fiction portrayal of Conroy's teaching experience in rural SC.
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